So fed up right now 
My life right now consists of working and worrying about work, so much to do and not enough time to do it ..
I’m constantly tired and emotional saving every penny for the wedding and we are still behind on what we should have saved, on top of that debt with trying to fix boats and engines and cars and carpets that get flooded nothing is going right
I have no life and really can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel just feel totally and utterly depressed and questioning why Paul would even want to be with me ..
Life is very lonely right now and no matter how many “offers” of speaking in skype with friends and family it very rarely happens I just feel alone
*sigh*
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Been there, unfortunately I’ve no advice… it’s a time thing. We wouldn’t appreciate the good times without the rough… etc etc. When Emily & I were getting married we went through something similar. Times get hard and stress rises. 8 in 10 of your thoughts becomes financial… The good news is, all that struggle before our marriage really lends a massive sense of entitlement and happiness to our lives now that we are married and are through it all.
I’m not saying we went through more / less than you either, more just commenting on the principle. Hang in there!